…because knowing the end is the surefire way to move forward right.
I AM amazing.
With someone amazing.
OK. It’s midnight. Well past midnight.
24 July, 2011, just a little over a month. How can you tell so much within such a short time?
I’ve been together with him for that time, now, and the funny thing is, most of the time, I feel like he and I are being controlled by some Higher Power.
We do things we never see ourselves doing in a hundred, heck, 99 years (Although we still have our conscience, mind you). Now, as I lower my sky-high expectations I used to have when trying to mate with a sperm, I found something else totally unimaginable (though still hopeful about it) in such short notice.
It’s like, nobody ever told me, hey you, look out! Someone you’ve been dreaming of is coming to tell you that you’re not alone anymore. He’s about to hold your hand, possibly for the rest of your life.
We tend to question what happened along the way. The ride was fast. We just happened naturally. What can go wrong? We’ll be fine. From the beginning, from the very first day we met since I moved in to Sunset Boulevard, it has always been fine.
Hold on. Stop right there. It’s only been three hours past midnight. I better not let Reed worry much about me. I better get a grip of myself before I can even deserve someone to hold on to.
SALUNA is signing off.